I have to bring the blade down on my wrist again. I know I promised you I would never hurt myself, but today for me its different. I'm hurt already, and you never know. This could fix it all.
Today I wish I was dead...


Grr... To realize how oh so serious I am, you'd have to be me. Well scince thats not happening I'll explain.

Yesterday, I fell asleep in class, and you might be thinking oh, no big deal, I've done wthat before...Well... what you might not have known is, I'm straight, and apparently all the meanies at my school don't believe it. I was tortured, and it didn't end in the classroom. Do you know what its like to be mentally broken down bit by bit.. Well now I do. Do you know what its like to be pushed down in the showers and beat up... No.. I'm sure you don't... Well now I do.

I'm sure the torture wont end there.

For me Mr. Smiley is gone.
I can't believe what kind of Sadistic Horrible people who do that..
I'm hurt... can anyone help me?